{"id":7570,"date":"2024-07-13T05:29:03","date_gmt":"2024-07-13T02:29:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/erkanelibol.com.tr\/leylison\/?p=7570"},"modified":"2024-07-25T01:09:42","modified_gmt":"2024-07-24T22:09:42","slug":"annemin-agzi-ekmek-kokuyor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/erkanelibol.com.tr\/leylison\/annemin-agzi-ekmek-kokuyor\/","title":{"rendered":"Annemin A\u011fz\u0131 Ekmek Kokuyor"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"7570\" class=\"elementor elementor-7570\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-5807edb3 e-flex e-con-boxed wpr-particle-no wpr-jarallax-no wpr-parallax-no wpr-sticky-section-no e-con e-parent\" data-id=\"5807edb3\" data-element_type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"e-con-inner\">\n\t\t\n\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-5c126e3a elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"5c126e3a\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.23.0 - 05-08-2024 *\/\n.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-stacked .elementor-drop-cap{background-color:#69727d;color:#fff}.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-framed .elementor-drop-cap{color:#69727d;border:3px solid;background-color:transparent}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap{margin-top:8px}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap-letter{width:1em;height:1em}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap{float:left;text-align:center;line-height:1;font-size:50px}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap-letter{display:inline-block}<\/style>\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><!-- wp:paragraph --><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><strong><em>Anneme\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><!-- \/wp:paragraph --><!-- wp:paragraph --><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><strong>Annemin A\u011fz\u0131 Ekmek Kokuyor<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><!-- \/wp:paragraph --><!-- wp:paragraph --><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\">Az sonra \u00e7ok fena bir ya\u011fmurun gelece\u011fini haber veren \u015fim\u015fekler \u00e7ak\u0131yor. Bilmem ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131 d\u00fcnya sava\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde gibi. G\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f ge\u00e7irmi\u015f duvarlar\u0131n rengini a\u00e7an, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 iki yana ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7izginin tam dibinde biten o ya\u011fmur geldi. Sanki kafalar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine mermi ya\u011f\u0131yormu\u015f gibi herkes inine girdi. Biraz \u00f6nce sokaklarda \u00f6ten c\u0131v\u0131lt\u0131, bir anda kayboluverdi. E\u011fer haz\u0131rl\u0131ks\u0131z olarak d\u00fcnyaya gelmi\u015f olsayd\u0131m bu g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcye bakarak <em>bir felaket geliyor<\/em> derdim. Bir de ya\u011fmurdan hemen sonra sokaklarda beliriveren \u015femsiye sat\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131rr\u0131na eremezdim. Ho\u015f! \u015eimdi de pek erdi\u011fim s\u00f6ylenemez. Ya\u011fmuru sevmeme ra\u011fmen \u00f6yle koyuvermi\u015fim ki kendimi, y\u00fcz\u00fcmde aptal bir tebess\u00fcmle \u00f6ylece y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum. E\u015flik\u00e7im d\u00fcrt\u00fckl\u00fcyor: \u201cHaydi gidip bir yerlere otural\u0131m, yoksa s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam olaca\u011f\u0131z.\u201d Sadece &#8220;Olur.&#8221; diyorum. Buldu\u011fumuz ilk kafeye giriyoruz. Mah\u015fer yeri dedikleri bu olsa gerek, korkun\u00e7 kalabal\u0131k. G\u00f6zlerimiz kontrolde, k\u0131\u00e7\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 koyacak bir yer ar\u0131yoruz. Bir m\u00fc\u015fterinin en m\u00fchim iste\u011fi olan cam kenarlar\u0131 \u00e7oktan dolmu\u015f. Bize de m\u00fc\u015fterinin en sevmedi\u011fi yer olan g\u00f6bekte oturmak d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor. Ya\u011fmurun \u015ferefine birer kahve s\u00f6yl\u00fcyoruz. D\u0131\u015far\u0131ya bak\u0131yorum, gelene gidene. Sonra birden d\u0131\u015far\u0131daki, \u00fcst\u00fcnde kocaman harflerle &#8220;L\u00fcks Daire&#8221; yazan apartmana g\u00f6z\u00fcm kay\u0131yor. E\u015flik\u00e7ime d\u00f6n\u00fcyorum, elinde telefonu t\u0131k\u0131r t\u0131k\u0131r bir \u015feyler yaz\u0131yor. O l\u00fcks daireyi i\u015faret ediyorum: \u201cBiliyor musun, \u00e7ocukken b\u00f6yle apartmanlar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7ti\u011fimde hep \u015fu c\u00fcmleyi kurard\u0131m i\u00e7imden: <em>E\u011fer b\u00f6yle bir yerde ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f olsayd\u0131k, herkes bizi \u00e7ok sever ve sayg\u0131 duyard\u0131.<\/em>\u201d Telefonun ekran\u0131ndan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p &#8220;\u00d6yle.&#8221; diyor, sadece bir \u00f6yle&#8230; Bazen yan\u0131ndakine bir yaran\u0131 anlatmak istersin. O bu hik\u00e2yeyi pek sevmez, anlamaz, ya da ilgisini \u00e7ekmez&#8230; \u0130\u015fte onlardan biri oldu. Yorgunluktan g\u00f6zleri bayg\u0131n garson kahvelerimizi getirdi. E\u015flik\u00e7im, ikinci kez kafas\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p &#8220;Benim gitmem gerek.&#8221; dedi. \u00c7oktan aya\u011fa kalkm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Suni bir tela\u015f havas\u0131nda, suni bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck kondurmas\u0131 be\u015f saniye i\u00e7erisinde ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmi\u015ftir herhalde.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><!-- \/wp:paragraph --><!-- wp:paragraph --><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\">Ben bug\u00fcn sadece eskileri hat\u0131rlamak istiyorum. Bu eskiler de en \u00e7ok annemi hat\u0131rlat\u0131yor bana. \u00c7antamda daima ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m defterimi, kalemimi \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yorum. Masan\u0131n ortas\u0131na koyuyorum. Kahvemden bir yudum ald\u0131ktan sonra sanki birine anlat\u0131rm\u0131\u015f gibi \u015fu c\u00fcmleleri yaz\u0131yorum:\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><!-- \/wp:paragraph --><!-- wp:paragraph --><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><em>Biliyor musun, \u00e7ocukken b\u00f6yle apartmanlar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7ti\u011fimde hep \u015fu c\u00fcmleyi kurard\u0131m i\u00e7imden: E\u011fer b\u00f6yle bir yerde ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f olsayd\u0131k, herkes bizi \u00e7ok sever ve sayg\u0131 duyard\u0131. Sonra annem elimden tutup \u00e7eki\u015ftirirdi beni, hi\u00e7 yeti\u015femezdim. Elimi gev\u015fek tutuyor diye k\u0131zard\u0131m. Hep s\u0131k\u0131 tut anne, s\u0131k\u0131 tut diye \u00f6fkelenirdim. Bazen g\u00fclerdi bu h\u00e2lime, bazen o da sinirlenirdi. G\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda, yorgunluktan bayg\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fen g\u00f6zleriyle yan\u0131ma uzan\u0131rd\u0131. Y\u00fczlerimizi birbirine \u00e7evirirdik. Sanki biri duyacak diye sessizce masal anlat\u0131rd\u0131. A\u011fz\u0131 ekmek gibi kokard\u0131. Ben ne anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dinlemeden, o mis kokuyu i\u00e7ime \u00e7ekerek uykuya dalard\u0131m. En ge\u00e7 o uyur, en erken o kalkard\u0131. Ben annemi, \u00f6ylece otururken g\u00f6rmezdim. Otururken bile \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7i\u00e7ekli, alacal\u0131 yazmalar\u0131n kenarlar\u0131n\u0131 oyalard\u0131. Ben bir an \u00f6nce bitirmesi i\u00e7in g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakard\u0131m. Bitince, yazmay\u0131 itinayla birbirine katlar \u00fc\u00e7gen yapard\u0131k. Annem, \u201cSenden ba\u015fka hi\u00e7 kimse b\u00f6yle g\u00fczel katlayamaz.\u201d derdi. Beni hep gururland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Ne zaman k\u00fclahta dondurma yesek k\u00fclah\u0131n dibinde kalan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck par\u00e7ay\u0131 bana verir, ben onunla dondurmac\u0131k yapard\u0131m. Okuldan eve gelirdik, sofrada yemek, soba \u00e7at\u0131r \u00e7at\u0131r. Ben annemi hi\u00e7 &#8220;Of!&#8221; derken g\u00f6rmedim. Durmadan \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, g\u00f6zlerimizin i\u00e7ine bakard\u0131. Bazen biz nank\u00f6rl\u00fck ederdik; k\u0131zard\u0131k, ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131k, yeme\u011fi be\u011fenmezdik. Ama o hi\u00e7bir zaman bizimle olmaktan, bizi doyurmaktan, \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 y\u0131kamaktan, \u00fct\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc yapmaktan ve bizim i\u00e7in daha bir s\u00fcr\u00fc \u015fey yapmaktan vazge\u00e7mezdi. Oyal\u0131 yazmalar, kazaklar, \u00e7oraplar, patikler, yelekler, \u015fapkalar annemin elinden \u00e7\u0131kar, evimize bereket olarak geri d\u00f6nerdi. Hani derler ya \u201cta\u015f\u0131 a\u015f eden\u201d i\u015fte, o benim annemdi.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><!-- \/wp:paragraph --><!-- wp:paragraph --><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><em>Biz hi\u00e7 tatile gitmezdik, hafta sonlar\u0131 pikni\u011fe de gitmezdik. Giden kom\u015fular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n arkas\u0131ndan el sallard\u0131k&#8230; Gen\u00e7 k\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa ad\u0131m att\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcnlerde memelerim u\u00e7 vermeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130nan\u0131\u015fa g\u00f6re &#8220;B\u00f6yle zamanlarda, bu ilk ad\u0131m\u0131 atan gen\u00e7 k\u0131z\u0131n can\u0131 ne istiyorsa mutlaka onu yemeliydi.&#8221; Annem her zaman benim ne istedi\u011fimi bilirdi. Piknik! Piknik yapmak istemi\u015ftim. Mutfa\u011fa girmi\u015fti annem, f\u0131r\u0131nda tavuklar\u0131 bir g\u00fczel pi\u015firmi\u015fti, yan\u0131na da \u00e7oban salata. Evimizin antresine p\u00f6tikareli bir sofra sermi\u015fti. Biz o g\u00fcn piknik yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Gen\u00e7 k\u0131z, can\u0131n\u0131n istedi\u011fini yemi\u015fti. Ben hi\u00e7 anne olmad\u0131m ama \u00f6\u011frendim. Daha \u00e7ocukken \u00f6\u011frendim. \u00d6yle zor, \u00f6yle me\u015fakkatli&#8230; Ben b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fczel ruhlu kad\u0131nlarda annemi g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. Onun o her \u015feye ra\u011fmen g\u00fclen y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, hayata, topluma verdi\u011fi m\u00fccadeleyi, etraf\u0131ndaki insanlara \u00e7i\u00e7ek gibi a\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ine saklanan yorgun d\u00fc\u015fen bedenini, t\u00fcm bask\u0131lara ra\u011fmen da\u011f gibi duru\u015funu\u2026\u00a0<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><!-- \/wp:paragraph --><!-- wp:paragraph --><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\">C\u00fcmlenin sonuna \u00fc\u00e7 noktay\u0131 koydum, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc onu tamamlayacak daha \u00e7ok \u015fey vard\u0131. Kalem tutan elimi gev\u015fettim, \u00f6tekisini y\u00fcz\u00fcme koydum. Cam\u0131n ard\u0131ndaki l\u00fcks daireye bakt\u0131m. Ne kadar da \u00e7irkindi. Me\u011fer bize a\u00e7t\u0131klar\u0131 yaralar\u0131n merhemini bu \u00e7irkinliklerde ar\u0131yormu\u015fuz. \u201c\u0130nsanlar \u00e7ok k\u00f6t\u00fc!\u201d dedim, sesimi y\u00fckselterek. Aniden bir sessizlik, herkes bana bak\u0131yor. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6zler s\u00f6ylediklerimi onayl\u0131yor, peki kim bu k\u00f6t\u00fc olan?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><!-- \/wp:paragraph --><!-- wp:paragraph --><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><strong>\u015eevin SEM\u0130Z<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ffffff;\"><!-- \/wp:paragraph --><\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Anneme\u2026 Annemin A\u011fz\u0131 Ekmek Kokuyor Az sonra \u00e7ok fena bir ya\u011fmurun gelece\u011fini haber veren \u015fim\u015fekler \u00e7ak\u0131yor. Bilmem ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131 d\u00fcnya sava\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde gibi. G\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f ge\u00e7irmi\u015f duvarlar\u0131n rengini a\u00e7an, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 iki yana ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7izginin tam dibinde biten o ya\u011fmur geldi. Sanki kafalar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine mermi ya\u011f\u0131yormu\u015f gibi herkes inine girdi. Biraz \u00f6nce sokaklarda \u00f6ten c\u0131v\u0131lt\u0131, bir anda kayboluverdi. E\u011fer haz\u0131rl\u0131ks\u0131z olarak d\u00fcnyaya gelmi\u015f olsayd\u0131m bu g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcye bakarak bir felaket geliyor derdim. Bir de ya\u011fmurdan hemen sonra sokaklarda beliriveren \u015femsiye sat\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131rr\u0131na eremezdim. Ho\u015f! \u015eimdi de pek erdi\u011fim s\u00f6ylenemez. Ya\u011fmuru sevmeme ra\u011fmen \u00f6yle koyuvermi\u015fim ki kendimi, y\u00fcz\u00fcmde aptal bir tebess\u00fcmle \u00f6ylece y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum. E\u015flik\u00e7im d\u00fcrt\u00fckl\u00fcyor: \u201cHaydi gidip bir yerlere otural\u0131m, yoksa s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam olaca\u011f\u0131z.\u201d Sadece &#8220;Olur.&#8221; diyorum. Buldu\u011fumuz ilk kafeye giriyoruz. Mah\u015fer yeri dedikleri bu olsa gerek, korkun\u00e7 kalabal\u0131k. G\u00f6zlerimiz kontrolde, k\u0131\u00e7\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 koyacak bir yer ar\u0131yoruz. Bir m\u00fc\u015fterinin en m\u00fchim iste\u011fi olan cam kenarlar\u0131 \u00e7oktan dolmu\u015f. Bize de m\u00fc\u015fterinin en sevmedi\u011fi yer olan g\u00f6bekte oturmak d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor. Ya\u011fmurun \u015ferefine birer kahve s\u00f6yl\u00fcyoruz. D\u0131\u015far\u0131ya bak\u0131yorum, gelene gidene. Sonra birden d\u0131\u015far\u0131daki, \u00fcst\u00fcnde kocaman harflerle &#8220;L\u00fcks Daire&#8221; yazan apartmana g\u00f6z\u00fcm kay\u0131yor. E\u015flik\u00e7ime d\u00f6n\u00fcyorum, elinde telefonu t\u0131k\u0131r t\u0131k\u0131r bir \u015feyler yaz\u0131yor. O l\u00fcks daireyi i\u015faret ediyorum: \u201cBiliyor musun, \u00e7ocukken b\u00f6yle apartmanlar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7ti\u011fimde hep \u015fu c\u00fcmleyi kurard\u0131m i\u00e7imden: E\u011fer b\u00f6yle bir yerde ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f olsayd\u0131k, herkes bizi \u00e7ok sever ve sayg\u0131 duyard\u0131.\u201d Telefonun ekran\u0131ndan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p &#8220;\u00d6yle.&#8221; diyor, sadece bir \u00f6yle&#8230; Bazen yan\u0131ndakine bir yaran\u0131 anlatmak istersin. O bu hik\u00e2yeyi pek sevmez, anlamaz, ya da ilgisini \u00e7ekmez&#8230; \u0130\u015fte onlardan biri oldu. Yorgunluktan g\u00f6zleri bayg\u0131n garson kahvelerimizi getirdi. E\u015flik\u00e7im, ikinci kez kafas\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p &#8220;Benim gitmem gerek.&#8221; dedi. \u00c7oktan aya\u011fa kalkm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Suni bir tela\u015f havas\u0131nda, suni bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck kondurmas\u0131 be\u015f saniye i\u00e7erisinde ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmi\u015ftir herhalde.\u00a0 Ben bug\u00fcn sadece eskileri hat\u0131rlamak istiyorum. Bu eskiler de en \u00e7ok annemi hat\u0131rlat\u0131yor bana. \u00c7antamda daima ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m defterimi, kalemimi \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yorum. Masan\u0131n ortas\u0131na koyuyorum. Kahvemden bir yudum ald\u0131ktan sonra sanki birine anlat\u0131rm\u0131\u015f gibi \u015fu c\u00fcmleleri yaz\u0131yorum:\u00a0 Biliyor musun, \u00e7ocukken b\u00f6yle apartmanlar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7ti\u011fimde hep \u015fu c\u00fcmleyi kurard\u0131m i\u00e7imden: E\u011fer b\u00f6yle bir yerde ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f olsayd\u0131k, herkes bizi \u00e7ok sever ve sayg\u0131 duyard\u0131. Sonra annem elimden tutup \u00e7eki\u015ftirirdi beni, hi\u00e7 yeti\u015femezdim. Elimi gev\u015fek tutuyor diye k\u0131zard\u0131m. Hep s\u0131k\u0131 tut anne, s\u0131k\u0131 tut diye \u00f6fkelenirdim. Bazen g\u00fclerdi bu h\u00e2lime, bazen o da sinirlenirdi. G\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda, yorgunluktan bayg\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fen g\u00f6zleriyle yan\u0131ma uzan\u0131rd\u0131. Y\u00fczlerimizi birbirine \u00e7evirirdik. Sanki biri duyacak diye sessizce masal anlat\u0131rd\u0131. A\u011fz\u0131 ekmek gibi kokard\u0131. Ben ne anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dinlemeden, o mis kokuyu i\u00e7ime \u00e7ekerek uykuya dalard\u0131m. En ge\u00e7 o uyur, en erken o kalkard\u0131. Ben annemi, \u00f6ylece otururken g\u00f6rmezdim. Otururken bile \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7i\u00e7ekli, alacal\u0131 yazmalar\u0131n kenarlar\u0131n\u0131 oyalard\u0131. Ben bir an \u00f6nce bitirmesi i\u00e7in g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakard\u0131m. Bitince, yazmay\u0131 itinayla birbirine katlar \u00fc\u00e7gen yapard\u0131k. Annem, \u201cSenden ba\u015fka hi\u00e7 kimse b\u00f6yle g\u00fczel katlayamaz.\u201d derdi. Beni hep gururland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Ne zaman k\u00fclahta dondurma yesek k\u00fclah\u0131n dibinde kalan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck par\u00e7ay\u0131 bana verir, ben onunla dondurmac\u0131k yapard\u0131m. Okuldan eve gelirdik, sofrada yemek, soba \u00e7at\u0131r \u00e7at\u0131r. Ben annemi hi\u00e7 &#8220;Of!&#8221; derken g\u00f6rmedim. Durmadan \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, g\u00f6zlerimizin i\u00e7ine bakard\u0131. Bazen biz nank\u00f6rl\u00fck ederdik; k\u0131zard\u0131k, ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131k, yeme\u011fi be\u011fenmezdik. Ama o hi\u00e7bir zaman bizimle olmaktan, bizi doyurmaktan, \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 y\u0131kamaktan, \u00fct\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc yapmaktan ve bizim i\u00e7in daha bir s\u00fcr\u00fc \u015fey yapmaktan vazge\u00e7mezdi. Oyal\u0131 yazmalar, kazaklar, \u00e7oraplar, patikler, yelekler, \u015fapkalar annemin elinden \u00e7\u0131kar, evimize bereket olarak geri d\u00f6nerdi. 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